Sorry everyone for the lack of posts for the past few days. I was really hoping that my next post would have come from being happy, but that just does not seem to be in the cards for me. It wasn’t but moments ago that I found out that my ex is now going to be Eternal Bonded with the person she is with. She really knows how to make the pain really hurt.
I really wish I knew what it was like to be happy. I really wish I did. I just cannot seem to find that happiness anywhere. There is nothing but sadness and pain everywhere. No one, it seems, is truly a friend to me. I am dealing with all of this sadness and pain by myself. There is no one to save me from myself. No one to help me change my course and show me how to move on and just help me forget everything.
What do I do? How do I move on from this? Why can’t I find friends that will just come keep me company or do things with me so I am not constantly thinking about all of this pain? Will I ever be someone’s priority? Will there ever be anyone that cares about my wellbeing? I don’t think I’ll ever see the answers to these questions. I don’t ever have anyone that is just there for me and it doesn’t look like I ever will…
Maybe I should just give up on everything and just accept that I am just destined to be alone. That there is no one for me in this world. Maybe, I just just completely give up on everything…
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