I seem to be on the road to start a new beginning without any more problems from my ex. I do still miss her as I did love her very much. I do wish things had been different and we could have at least remained friends. It is going to take time for me to completely move on from her, but it was for the best for both of us. We just kept hurting each other. I was wanting something that she just not able to offer as bad as I wanted things to change over time.
Her “boy toy” did leave the FC after my last post. That really takes a load off of me as I am not going to be worrying about him spying on me and watching my every move and reporting back to her.
With all that being said, I am now on the road to starting fresh. I am back to doing things alone again. I did enjoy having someone I could hang out with, talk to, or just do absolutely nothing with. I have gotten my black mage skills complete and now I am off to working on my last job to take to completion. I don’t know what I am going to do once I have that complete. I will probably take part in these hunt trains that I keep hearing about and actually finally complete timed events in some areas I still need to complete them in. I can also put more focus into my crafting and making some gil. There will be so much open to me that I could be doing.
In other news today, I helped a friend out in reaching a goal that they had been working towards. That made me happy. I danced with some friends to celebrate the victory. I will probably even do more of this as there are a number of clubs out there to meet people at. Maybe I will finally come across my person. I just need to really put myself out there again and not worry about the damage my ex could have done to my reputation.
That’s about all I have today, though. I’ll continue to try and keep this up for you all!
Until my next post!